I had a slightly bizarre dream this morning before I woke up.  Apparently Jason and I, and a girl from my lab, were going to Japan for a 2 week homestay kind of thing. I don't remember most of the beginning of the dream other than I think we might have been a plane, but regardless, when we got to Japan we had to buy tickets to get to our town.  And I, for whatever reason, only had US dollars.  A whole stack of them, but no Yen.  >___>  So I was kind of freaking out, but then I remembered I had the credit card thing I had used the last time I was in Japan.  But unfortunately, I still owed $20 worth of my ticket... it was $100 apparently.  @__@  Alyssa (the girl from my lab) and Jason were waiting for me and there was a line forming behind me so I got freaked out and then Jason lent me some money.  I felt horrible for being unprepared since I had apparently completely forgotten to exchange my money.

My dream skipped forward then, cuz my dreams love to do that.  And suddenly I was at my host family's house eating dinner with them talking to them.  I have no idea where Jason and Alyssa ended up but whatever, 'tis my dream. :P  I know we talked lots at the dinner table and a map appeared (kind of like in the movies where the screen fades to a map and then goes back?  Yeah, it was DRAMATIC. >.<) and I saw we were near the coast.  Yay? 

And then later on, I was getting really agitated because I was only in Japan for two weeks and I was trying to get to know my family but I really wanted to get out and go shopping and fangirl and go to the clubs, etc.  So I was frustrated.  And then, my stupid phone alarm went up because I had to get up for classes.  Effing early classes.  >__>

As far as the meaning of my dream goes, I understand some of it, more or less.  *shrugs*  I'm currently a little short on money in my checking account, since I haven't transfered funds from my savings (in an effort to make me spend less *nods*).  So I've been a bit... not worried... but hmm, I've been thinking about my "lack" of money for a while and so maybe that's why it showed up in my dreams. 

I can related to the whole "not feeling prepared" thing in my dream as well, since I have exams coming up next week and I always get worried about exams around this time.  Just wait until next week.  *facepalms*

The rest of my dream, though.  Hm, maybe I want to do a lot of things but I'm feeling constricted right now?  That's the truth, more or less.  School is tying me down and I miss the freedom I had this summer, especially when I was out of the house in Japan.  I felt like I didn't have a care in the world and it was such an amazing feeling. 

I miss Japan so fucking much.  *cries*

I really did not feel like getting up today.  I really hope today ends up turning out decent because really, all the chem I have to do today is really putting me in a bad mood.  I just want to get it all over with.  *sigh* 

I didn't sleep very well last night and as a result (or maybe just because of?) I had  one crazy dream in particular.  I don't really remember it enough to post here but I do know that it was one of those long and drawn out ones.  I felt rather drained when I did finally wake up to my alarm. 

And I'm afraid I'm getting sick again.  I fought it off about two weeks ago, but waking up to a congested head does not make me happy. 


Yay for grumpy morning posts.  >.<